Monday, July 26, 2004
haiz.. today jus passed my day wif boring n complicated lessons.. duno what the heck the teacher toking abt.. hahaz.. my poor fren were kana pestered by my Q.. hehe.. i realli dun understand ma.. hahahz.. haiz.. today ben lai meet k after sch de lor.. but i forgotten that i still hav to go the so called idea room ar.. kaoz.. hav to cancel my appointment.. =(.. but i also nv regret going there.. the room is veri interesting.. haha.. got a lot of big big cute cute cushion for us to sit on.. haha.. some of my frenx fall aslp on it.. haha.. then the person who brief us on the importance of being creative n innovative so jialat sia.. he say our cos like majiam go out wun find a single job like that.. haha.. was cursing him on my way home sia.. hehe
haiz.. veri sianz now leh.. stomach also painz painz.. i think wanna popo.. oops.. :P i think i nothing to write le la.. tml lesson starts at 9.. so i intend to wait for his call.. gtg le.. bye haf a nice day
liyun Time: 7/26/2004 09:45:00 PM
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miss you sweetie girl. sansan here XD
Sunday, July 25, 2004
hi.. hai.. today damn tired sia.. forced myself to wake up at 10.. then went to tampines to meet nanie.. her dad bring us go tampines.. hehe.. so fun.. hav a gd slp on the car.. then meet aine n nik to makan lor.. haha.. yeaH!!@@ we hab done more than 50% of our project.. so happie.. in jus one day wor.. what proj.. haha. .. not telling ya.. but it's god damn interesting neh.. hmmz.. then go central meet ken to haf our dinner.. we had cutlet rice.. veri full sia.. saw ah min there.. so tian mi wif her bf.. so envy.. why her honeymoon period so long one.. while mine.. haiz..
had a long chat wif ken on the way home.. tears lingerin around my eye.. threatening to flow out any moment.. buti stop it.. ken say mayb the honeymoon period btn us is gone.. why?? why cant a relationship stay sweet forever?? i try not to think abt it le.. but.. still..... wanna cry.. but..
don wanna go to sch.. donwanna go out.. dun wanna tok.. dunwanna do anything..
i wish i can rest forever.. escape from all these stress.. bgr.. sch.. everything.. i wish i can jus slp forever..
why must a people start to regret after losing it??? am i still the same old liyun??~!!!!!! argh,,,,,,,,,
liyun Time: 7/25/2004 10:31:00 PM
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Saturday, July 24, 2004
"since the day u giv mi time n ask mi to think abt our relationship.. i find that i concentrate more on studies n work.. " "if we had another quarrel.. i think i wun be able to take it.. " 'i used to hope for us to be together forever.. but now i cannot hope for tat' these few sentences still circulate in my mind .. tear can't stop flowing down.. now i noe how much i wan him.. in the past i take him for granted.. i think i need to be guai le.. he also mention that if we realli brk.. he wun haf another gf.. cos he wanna enjoy the life of being single.. i wan the old kelvin back~!! in the past he wun say these to mi de.. issit that i becoming uglier or fatter.. then he xian qi mi?? haiz.. i duno.. am i relyin too much on him?? haiz.. i will stress him out if i cry infront of him.. haiz.. i must learn to swallow my tears.. i must learn to giv in more.. i must learn to be a guai gf who everything say yes.. who wun pester him too much.. who wun throw tantrum on him. but issit still mi?? how??~!! i need some answers~!! *heartbroken*
liyun Time: 7/24/2004 11:09:00 PM
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haha.. sorri for not bloggin for such a long time.. haha.. the stoopid monitor break down la.. haha..
ermz.. nothing much happen lor.. i also forgot what happened actuali. hee.. i jus know i hav tons of hw.. time flies.. mi n bf jus like that lor.. what else to say? hahaz.. saw san's bloggy jus now.. feel sad for her also.. i know her feelins. hope that she can bring herself together againz.. san~!! cheer up.. i will alwaes support u de wor.. =) veri sianz leh.. i got hw.. but i dun hav the mood.. my shoulder hurtz.. cos my bag too heavy.. haiz.. no idea what i bring to skool sia.. haha.. am i toking crapz here?? well.. i think i gtg le ba.. will continue tml?? hehe.. bye bye..
liyun Time: 7/24/2004 12:38:00 PM
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Monday, July 12, 2004
haiz.. duno what the teacher taching sia.. she like makin a speech like that.. keep on talkin n talkin non stop.. haiz.. catching no ball sia..
haiz.. we now ok le.. i can still feel tat that he lub mi.. but not as much as b4.. forget it..
today so happi sia.. can chat wif huiting n mickey mouse online.. long long time nv chat wif them le.. lolz.. miss them lots sia.. misses those days working wif them.. damn fun.. haiz.. not like now.. stuck in that stoopid poly.. got all those stoopid teacher.. haiz.. sibei sianz ar.. shen ar jiu jiu wo~~~
i think i end here la.. i got tons of hw to finish~!! hahaha actualli i not mood to do also.. ciaoz/..~!1
liyun Time: 7/12/2004 10:22:00 PM
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Sunday, July 11, 2004
fuc*.. what hav i done wrong sia?? issit wanna chat wif u on phone wrong?? im feelin miserable now.. u say that u can't be yourself when u r with mi.. then break la.. am i right? break free from mi is ur dream.. ain't i right?? u can get all your freedom.. n be urself.. right?? why make two ple so nan guo.. break wif mi.. maybe it is better for the both of us.. realli.. u say u love mi thats y u cant let mi go.. but i can sense no love from u.. realli.. ask ur heart which one do u realli wan?? and u can onli choose one.. haiz..
liyun Time: 7/11/2004 12:56:00 PM
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Thursday, July 08, 2004
haiz.. i cant wait for weekend to come man.. the skool days sucks.. cos mani hw.. so diff sia.. die ar.. i can see my result le.. wahaha..
haiz.. veri busy.. u can see mi after skool guai guai go home.. cos nowhere . no money n no energy to go out.. hahahaz..
haiz. dearx also start skool le.. most of our timetable cannot tally.. so our meeting time lessen.. haiz.. will we last?? haiz.. keep smsing these few day sia.. i think my bill sure bust~ hahaz//
hai.. my hw haven do~!!! duno how to do la.. shit sia..
liyun Time: 7/08/2004 09:58:00 PM
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Wednesday, July 07, 2004
haiz.. jus awake frm my daydreaming..
today lesson.. veri nan de leh.. 1 hr maths.. nv even practise my hobby..(daydreaming) u noe why.. cos that stooopid teacher gave us lotsa diffffff Qnnn.. kaoz.. she think we all genius ar.. the more she teach.. the more blur we r.. hahaz.. think my brain cells die a lot sia..
then lessons ends at 12pm lor.. so earli right?/ haiz.. then meet kx at je lor.. n i was super late.. tat class rep la.. haiz.. cannot make up his mind to go where eat sia.. keep following him ard.. lol.. he so pop sia.. go anywhere sure got ple noe him one.. pai seh man.. then hor.. mi n kx go library lor.. wan find the book geomatic need.. but cannot find.. argh,, someday go buy sia.. then go back jp.. cos nowhere to go.. sat at coffee bean n drink my favourite mocha wif cream~!! lol.. then saw huifen emily they all.. heard stories of their skool.. veri interesting.. lol..
then go home lor.. sianz.. i think everyday after skool.. my onli destination is home.. lol.. damn tired.. n no $$ to go anywhere also.. lol.. must find job le la.. any lobang?? hee..
now still wondering what to wear tml.. haiz.. i hope poly also got uniform sia.. no more clothes to wear liao la.. aiyo..
i think i go slp le la.. bye bye..
liyun Time: 7/07/2004 10:14:00 PM
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Monday, July 05, 2004
yoz.. hee.. came back frm sch le lor.. quite fun.. not so lonely as i think ba.. cos we move as a class.. if one late all late la.. lolz.. but the teacher is like veri blur like tat leh.. one cannot switch on air con.. n one.. like slping like tat.. hehehe.. the structural mechanics.. quite diff leh.. i regret not studyin harder for my o's for phy sia.. do until i wan go bang wall.. but i will work hard hard de.. haha.. find somedays.. find kaixin.. or bowei or suhwei to help mi wor.. lol..
haiz/. i think i go do hw le.. bye bye
liyun Time: 7/05/2004 09:34:00 PM
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Sunday, July 04, 2004
ytd went to ktv with ken, min n jane til 4 am.. quite fun.. haha.. veri paiseh when the waiter gave us two potato chip instead of one chips n one bowl of nuts.. haha.. i suppose he recognise us.. cos last week we also went.. n jane n min threw the nuts all over the room sia.. lolz..
then.. i jus came back lor.. went to meet dearz.. kaoz.. he was sleepin when i called him at 1 plus.. he is supposed to meet mi at 1.30.. so i had no choice but to go to his hse n wake him up.. he realli slp like a piggy sia.. even his mum n sis cannt wake him up.. den i shook him veri vigorously lor.. he was like veri blur blur look when he saw mi.. should hav take it down for u all to see .. haha.. veri farnie sia.. lol.. den we go west mall walk walk lor.. n had our dinner at the new japanese ramen restaurant.. i had tori karaage ramen.. n dear had his curry bento.. quite nice.. lolz..
dearz veri malu sia.. he tried to enertain mi.. but.. he accidentally overturn the glass of water.. heng nv kana mi lol.. i so paiseh u noe.. lol.z..
then go jp walk walk lor.. n stroll all the way back to my hse.. i realli wish that my hse can dun be so inside.. damn tired man..
haiz.. tml start skool liao leh.. i scare i alone.. though i meeting my classmates to go together.. realli hope can be better frenzx wif them lor.. *wishing* *praying* tml starting lesson at 8.. so cya there..~!! gtg slp lor.. bye bye.. nitez..
liyun Time: 7/04/2004 11:36:00 PM
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Friday, July 02, 2004
tues - 29 june..
ermz.. i went for the orientation for the 2nd day... well.. not bad la.. we had ice breaking games.. play for a while quite fun.. but for a long time.. veri stopid.. this games is like.. u call one of the ple's name.. the whacker will whack the person unless he calls another ple's name.. wel.. i kinda kana one time.. but heng the senior wanna change game.. haha.. haixz.. need to buy more pants sia.. heard that this cos mostly need ple to wear pants..
then after tat mi go meet dear lor.. we went ps to eat pizza.. ee.. i think the pizza at pasta mania taste betta.. lol.. then i wad veri tired ma.. so i giv a bit of atittude .. then dear heard something i said which make him mad u noe.. but i duno eh.. he walk away. i tot he went toliet.. so i go spotlight walk walk see see lor.. in the end he outside.. he said veri angrily that he nearly went home.. but i duno what i did wrong u noe?!! haiz.. then we both cold battle frm dohby ghaut til boon lay.. he say i treat him like toy againz~!! i was realli mad le.. so i stopped at kaixin's bus-stop.. i rather i walk home alone than kana humilated by him.. he was like chasing.. while i ran.. i shouted at him to shut up.. n i declare for a break up.. he kneeled down.. beging mi to patch .. he dunwan mi to let go.. i was like.. wah lau.. i first time so adamant of breaking up. cannot giv up so easily.. in the end.. i still giv in.. we r back together le lor.. he like keep hugging mi n asking mi whether i still like him anot..
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wed 30 june..
i pon the third day orientation.. lol..cos that day all games.. i hate games.. especially those need running one.. stoopid man.. so i went out wif dear to orchard lor.. firstly we go taka to eat seoul garden.. damn full man... ben lai wanna wait until 5 for the sushi.. but the stoopid ple.. clear the pot n the pan.. when mi n dear go get ice kacang~!! sob.. *angry*
then hor.. i dunwan stay at that damn place le la.. we go far east lor.. kaoz.. dear saw a pair of shoes.. $399!! wah liao..he bought it somemore.. i was quiet.. bo way gong also.. i giv up on him le la.. then we go coffee bean sit sit lor.. i hav ice coffee veri nice.. after that he drag mi to taka to get mi a jacket~! yeah!@@ it is the one i fancied for quite a long time le.. left onli one .. so i took it.. it is damn damn cute,, puma .. pink n grey one.. i loves it~!!! haha
then we go jp le.. at that time is abt 10 plus.. then we go eat mac.. we had to wait until 12 for spiderman 2~!! hee.. the movie quite ok la.. haha.. feel free to watch it!! lol..
thurs 1 july
i went for the flag day at 8.. meetin my classmates at 8.30 lor.. haha.. asked them whether the games nice anot.. n they ans.. onli5 guys went.. omg.. we all laff.. ke lian de khairul.. haha.. he say he will make his head shiny shiny for us if we go.. but no one went.. hohoho.. by the time we finish.. its 2 le.. we went back to je to meet the other grp.. n back to sch .. we counted the amount.. i raised abt 41.2... khairul onli 5 plus.. he giv the reason that when he smile noone donate.. he dun smile ple then donate.. wahahaha.. stoopid sia.. then count finish until 4 le.. then go meet dear for his haircut,,
we went to je .. he likes to go there giv the so called auntie cute lor.. but i dun think she looks like auntie.. she so pretty.. humph!! =( veri unhappi sia.. dun like other gal or female to touch him ma.. i selfish i noe la~!!
then we went to eat japanese food.. i had some katsu don.. n dear had curry don.. mine nicer.. hee.. then went back my hse n slp.. veri tired sia~!!
haha.. finalli today can stay at home slack.. countdown onli left 3 days le.. mon lesson is 8 am.. die~!! going mop floor le.. bye bye.. hehe
liyun Time: 7/02/2004 04:14:00 PM
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Sunday, June 27, 2004
im okay le.. thanks u guys for ur concern.. hahaz.. ytd went fly kite wif my dearly classsmates.. most of us r first timer.. but we can fly kite until the string not long enuff n the kite jus flew off.. haha.. then we ate steamboat.. puke.. the food not so fresh one.. no wonser the uncle wan gif us discount.. haha.. then mi cq, jane n min.. went to chinatown to hav our ktv session.. omg.. we sang frm 10 pm to 3 am.. lol.. the xtra two hrs is free one ma.. lol.. i realli sing my heart out.. song bo~!!
im now veri nervous.. cos tml orientation.. veri scared i make no frens.. wo papa.. i m a loner u see.. i dun tok much.. so haiz.. i also duno what to say la.. haha.. wish mi luck for tml la.. i will keep u update!!! bye..
*what am i waiting??*
liyun Time: 6/27/2004 11:22:00 PM
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Friday, June 25, 2004
when i saw ur nick.. i was shocked.. (am i a toy to you.. i guess i am) am i realli treating u tat bad.. why m i in the wrong?? i waited until so late for ur call.. n u onli call to let mi listen to u watching tv?? i say one thing i hav to repeat so mani times.. who wun be dulan.. u make mi hav this feeling that u call mi onli wan mi to pei u .. when ur show is finished or u wan focused.. u jus say it too late.. go to slp la.. n i ask why.. u said.. i wan watch tv.. hav u care abt my feelings anot?? u r so selfish~!!
everytime u ask mi why i key all my sad thoughts into my hp outbox.. cos i noe when i key in.. there is no response.. the hp wun defend itself.. it jus accept my feeling silently.. everynight when im sad.. i will write something in b4 i slp.. if not.. i will go mad.. im a person who think too much.. u noe that.. ain't u..
ta hai bu dong she meh shi wo yao de wen ruo.. ru guo gao shu ta.. jiu mei you yi yi le.. do u noe.. u call for 1 hr.. u onli talk for 10 mins.. the other 50 mins.. is silence.. onli the sound of ur breathe.. n tv.. n im the idiot waiting for u to talk.. hav u ever wonder.. when is the last time u tok to mi on phone wholeheartedly?? thats long time ago le..i rather u call someone u r more interested to tok to.. other than waste ur phone bill on mi.. are we going to end herE?? i duno.. i noe is all my fault.. i should not control u.. i should not demand too much.. i should not.... expect anything frm u.. .........
why r my tear keep flowing non-stop..
liyun Time: 6/25/2004 01:52:00 PM
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Thursday, June 24, 2004
the first 4 is yanling.. she is onli 4 wor.. she is damn cute n friendly..
the last one is her jie jie.. amelia.. she is shy.. guai but veri sweet also wor.. lol.. O_+" cute ma?? wahaha
liyun Time: 6/24/2004 06:55:00 PM
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haha.. today i woke up at 12.30 pm plus.. by a phonecall frm dear.. haiz.. he call mi xiao zhu hai bu qi lai ar.... kaoz.. i onli luv to slp nia la.. aiyo.. hee.. chatted wif him for a while then i go wash up lor.. n go ah ma hse to hav my lunch.. she din cook much cos she duno i wan eat.. so i eat rice soaked in ku gua soup.. n fish.. *poor thing* =D~ hee..
then at abt 3 plus.. mi n mummy.. cook sushi rice.. cos we wan make sushi.. hahah.. nonsense right? 0_0|| we r not successful in cookin the rice.. cos i nv heed mum's advice to soak the rice in water for 30 mins b4 cookin.. n the rice is so hard man.. haha.. can throw at my enemies .. wahaha.. then mummy is so clever.. she add some water againz.. n then steam it.. n miracle realli happens.. the rice is soft.. jus nice..
n then.. we cook vinegar.. 8 soup spoon of white vinegar, 2 soup spoon of easily melted sugar.. n a teaspoon of salt.. i slightly boiled it.. n its ok~!! silly mi go smell it.. n kana choked by the smell.. hahaz.. mummy nearli laff to death.. oops.. lol..
then mi n mum pi sai who make nicer sushi.. we hav three ingredients.. cucumber, crab meat n lotsa hotdog(my favourite~!!) haha.. in the end i lost~!! i duno how to wrap that stoopid rice into the stoopid seaweed.. always out of shape de la.. i gave up.. quite full after finish makin. cos mummy n i was rolling it.. n also eating it.. lol..
i jus upload some pics of my dear's cute cute cousins.., cute cute mi also.. trying to upload it here.. maybe next post will put.. gambate!@@ lol.. tata~!! i go upload the pic e..
liyun Time: 6/24/2004 06:37:00 PM
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Wednesday, June 23, 2004
haloha.. im back.. haiz.. jus back from dear's chalet.. din hav much fun.. cos nothing to do.. can't play poker cards.. cos noone to play wif.. haiz.. but can noe two cute, frenxy.. cute cute cute.. cousin of dear.. they r soooo adorable.. haha one called annabell.. we call her yanling.. n one call amelia.. haha.. on the last day.. dear ask yanlin whether she likes mi anot.. she shyly nod her head~! omg.. she's~!! so.. adorable.. haha.. ytd nite i was like hugging her n play wif her hair.. so soft n smooth.. i told wished i will hav a baby gal like her.. hahaz.. so cute
haiz.. jia men bu xing.. my parents jus scold my bro upside down.. he.. he.. haiz.. duno what to say.. my mum considerin whether to cal the police anot.. wah lau.. i was so scared.. o_O" haiz..
liyun Time: 6/23/2004 10:58:00 PM
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Monday, June 21, 2004
dear bloggy.. i will be away for a chalet until wed.. so must miss mi wor.. lolx.. bye cya.. miss ya
liyun Time: 6/21/2004 12:20:00 PM
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